- Username
- Melody2022
- Date posted
- 7m ago
- Relationship OCD
- Young adults with OCD
Sometimes it’s hard to distinguish what thoughts are mine and what are the ocd.. I find myself looking back at my relationship and reflecting to see if I actually had any thoughts about breaking up and I didn’t, but my brain is saying that I did, even though I wouldn’t be with my boyfriend this long if I didn’t love him. I don’t know how to handle thoughts that are direct like, you don’t want to be with him, even though I don’t like those thoughts and I get emotional. This is so hard to live with, I’m really trying but day 3 with this and my boyfriend seems like a stranger and I don’t know how to go on like I did before I had this.. I want to be with my partner but now I don’t feel confident anymore saying that.. I just hope that’s the ocd talking..