- Date posted
- 35w
Can I please get someoneās opinion on this. I am scared of having my own baby. Iām terrified of the diaper changes. I have the same intrusive thought that I would kiss my childās genitalia during this. I feel like I could possibly justify it by saying itās out of love. Iām sure there are parents who have done it in a non sexual way which scares me too. I donāt know if thatās a real possibility but my brain tells me it is. Iām scared that I donāt know if this is right or wrong. And Iām just scared Iāll love my baby so much I wonāt see anything wrong with it. I know weāre supposed to sit with uncertainty but this one is killing me and I donāt know how to deal with this.